Urge to blog when it's quiet... Late at night. When I'm feeling most insecure. The silly tears finally came down after trying to hold them back for a long time. Finally admitted out loud that I'm actually feeling insecure and its killing me slowly. Previous relationships didn't not prepare me for this. I've always thought i was much stronger than this. Turns out, there's only how much I can swallow. I am, afterall, just a little girl. Plus more stuff is piling on my work-plate. I hope that I'll walk out of everything stronger. May I learn quicker and grow up faster.